I love God more than ever

here i come again...after such a long time

went thailand for a mission trip...highlight was that we went to this demon possessed mountain where ppl worshipped demons...eew...
was creepy

but WE had a good time killing termites...hahax! tying them to strings and barbequeing them. WeiQiang put the termites in a ZIP LOCK BAG...imagine that...and used a Dumbbell to roll over the zip lock bag like a roti prata...Evil WeiQiang

HoHO..after which was the leaders' retreat...freakin cool. Safra Changi Bungalows.

swam everyday and steam bathed everyday...Pastor Christ Long from KL ROCKS! " WATS UR NIPPLE FOR????" hahahahah

"there aint no party like the Holy Ghost part cos the Holy Ghost Party wont stop@!"

went sentosa...got Chao Ta there...though i tried to get as much shade as possible!!!!!!!! argh...

Joel...hahahahaha..whenever i think of your rolling eyes...i doubled with laughter

ok...im going to have LOTSA FUN FOR THE LAST WEEK OF HOLIDAYS!

AAAAAAAAAA!!! no school pls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"theres got to be more to life than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me!"

where would i be?

15 years down my life

or more

will i be

working through

the city of the night?

or flying around the globe?


would i be having my own cottage?

drinking tea

and enjoying of all i could see

through my little window

of my cottage down the countryside?

or my own farm

with green pastures?

and being the catcher

of my very own sheep?

or still in a HDB flat?

hurrying my everyday life

and kissing my wife goodbye every sunshine?

and kissing my child goodnight every darkfall?


what would i be?

15 years down my life

or more

would i be a bird

or dirt?

would i be cheery in all

and already liberated?

or would i be of no

significance?

to anyone?


but for 1 simplest thing i know

15 years down my life

or more

i will still know Jesus

and He will still know me

so even if i were

like a bird

so free or

dirt that will cease

that Hope that shines

will always inspire me on
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back to school...

back to the harvest fields...

i pray that my cell members will be hardworking workers for God...
sharing the Love of God wherever they are...in school...with school friends...

i pray for myself to stay different too...to be the Salt and the Light of the world...God, whenever i am drawn away by the desires of this world...You draw me close..."for what light is there in darkness?"

out into the world again...into the fields again...where i will face difficulties and toils...my faith will be tested amongst the pagans of this world...the wisdom of God will be challenged by the foolishness and spiritual blindness of the world...

will i still stand? Jesus aid me...God strike my enemies...

do not let me fall away like feeble christians...do not let me be like christians who bring down the name of God...do not let me be like sands on the beach...easily washed away by the tides...but let me be like You,the mighty Rock...steady and unfailing.

help me not feel disgusted with fake christians in school for they are Your children too...let me not be judgmental...

let me turn this upside down world, this dying world, to a right side up and living world...with the power of The Living God.

The Everlasting Father, The Prince of Peace, The Omega and The Alpha...Guide me, teach me, mould me as The Potter would...

"in the arms of the Angel, fly away from here..."
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I am excited about school. not because of the crowds. its not really about my frens too... i think its about the subjects i am gonna take.

"my name is nameless" what a meaningless paradox.

sometimes our lives are like these. there is no end to some things. there are no answers to certain queries in life.

a question leads to an answer. An answer leads to another question. Then it leads to another answer. In the end, it always ends with a question.

so why do we ask in the first place if we never are satisfied ?

"I'm screaming silently"

Meaningless.everything is meaningless. Read the book of Ecclesiastes in the Bible and you will know what i mean.

Is it not that in every thing we seek in the world is just a chasing after the wind?

why do we try so hard?

but i am glad. that as i try to excel in life, i know why i am doing it. i know the purpose of my life.

You might be shocked. Many elites and geniuses are always yearning for the answer of the meaning of life. But i know. haha :x

because i asked my Creator who knows my purpose in life, just as only a inventor will know the purpose of his/her invention.

We are perfect creation of God. but yet we r not perfect because of sin that came. but do not fret, we are on the way to perfection!!